I want that.
It just seems so uncomplicated at least for Summer.
I don't want a boyfriend. I can't handle relationship plus whats the point of them reallly?
To fall in love and get married?? To have companionship???
I don't believe in love.
I don't need a relationship for companionship.
I know it makes me seem like I a hypocrite for wanting all the perks of a relationship but none of the scary heartbreak and titles or officialness of a relationship.
Yes that means it will go nowhere
Yes I know someone will get hurt in the end
Yes I know that person might even be me.
I just cannot handle having my hopes lifted and then smashed to 12 billion pieces again, it really is just too much for me.
I wish I could control how i just put so much hope and faith into one person and just one little thing can ruin it.
I used to be a master of controlling my emotions, I blame Lilly for ruining this. I am not sure if its a good thing or a bad thing but alas it is a thing. I must learn to deal with it.
I should just ask her how to.
Being a chick sucks sometimes.
I refuse to use a legit paragraph
Now how do I express to him that I want this without scaring him away???